"Yearbook" lyrics

A picture in the yearbook staring me down
All year with this morbid infatuation
I can't touch her, and I hear her voice to me
It calls, and all my bravery
Falls grounding by the thought of it all
I look in the yearbook chasing me, in my head I'm mistaken
I am making her more than a person could've been
But I believe in my own lies, instead of pain it's anger I feel
Because I made it unreal in my head
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, o-oh

She is real, I am crushed
Lost up here, lost in a rush, oh, oh
Details are killing me, and I am torn away
From all the little things she'd say

Picture in a nice frame
Real nice firewood now
More than contentment
I could wish I understood now why
I'm stuck here in this place
I can't bail away
She can see it, now I'm scarred
No matter what I say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, o-oh

She is real, I am crushed
Lost up here, lost in a rush, oh, oh
Details are killing me, and I am torn away
From all the little things she'd say

All the idiosyncrasies are what everyone can not see
Should've never succeeded this far
All the idiosyncrasies are what drive me
You were just distorted and scarred, yeah

She is real, I am crushed
Lost up here, lost in a rush, oh, oh
Details are killing me, and I am torn away
From all the little things she'd say