"Codependent" lyrics

Yea, I need you, I need
Where the hell are you, I need you now
Need you now, need you now
Try to tell me I don't need you now
Need you now, need you now

I love you, but I'll take a couple steps back
I know that I'm too much, you would never say that
But I learned how to be myself again
I wasn't always this codependent
Don't know how you love me like this
Love is blinded
So don't mind it I love our likeness but
There are faulty parts to me
I used to love me, love me yeah

Someday I'll see what you see in me
I'm just gonna live with that right now
And someday I'll be untouchably
In control of what stings right now

Where the hell are you, I need you now
Need you now, need you now
Try to tell me I don't need you now
Need you now, need you now

I love you but I can't let this set back
I left the self-trust and self-talk that I'm lacking
Used to love my time alone to unpack things
Now I block it out with a passion
I miss my naivety, no insecurity
Then I ran out of friends, no relatability
That really broke me, but that was good for me, for me yea

Someday I'll see what you see in me
I'm just gonna live with that right now
And someday I'll be untouchably
In control of what stings right now

Where the hell are you, I need you now
Need you now, need you now
Try to tell me I don't need you now
Need you now, need you now

Well I owe myself a new apology, cause I don't trust me
I got a little too much codependency, yea
Well I owe myself a new apology, cause I don't trust me
I got a little too much codependency, yea