"Eventually" lyrics

I used to act like I don't need no friends
'Cause at the best of times I didn't care
By the fact that high school had to end
Then I looked around and there was no one there

Thinking I was too much
In a new reality
They probably thought I forgot what they meant to me
But I thought that I would hear from them eventually

Yeah
When's it gonna stop? When's it gonna stop?
Soon the better, soon the better
Holding my guard's become a lifestyle
It's in my makeup, it's in my makeup
When's it gonna stop? When's it gonna stop?
Soon the better, soon the better
Holding my guards, become a last star
It's in my makeup, it's in my makeup, yeah, yeah

Yeah, I still got shoulders to cry on
It's not like I don't feel safe with anyone
But I miss that kind of childish fun
The kind where your laughter has you so far gone

I thought that I was too much
In reality
They probably thought I forgot what they meant to me
But I thought that I would hear from them eventually

When's it gonna stop? When's it gonna stop? (When's it gonna stop?)
Soon the better, soon the better
Holding my guard's become a lifestyle
It's in my makeup, it's in my makeup
When's it gonna stop? When's it gonna stop? (When's it gonna stop?)
Soon the better, soon the better
Holding my guard's become a lifestyle
It's in my makeup, it's in my makeup, yeah, yeah

So tell me when's it gonna stop
When's it gonna stop?
So tell me when's it gonna stop
When's it gonna stop? Yeah
When's it gonna stop?
When's it gonna stop?
So tell me when's it gonna stop (tell me when's it gonna stop)
When's it gonna stop? Yeah, yeah
When's it gonna stop? Yeah, yeah
Tell me when's it gonna stop
Tell me when's it gonna stop