"for you pages" lyrics

I've been busy working on myself
Spending a little time, gettin' in the hills
Taking multivitamins and calling myself out
When I'm ruminating and turning it into doubt (Oh why)
I'm still learning to unlearn a certain way
Any kind of self-belief must equate to being vain
Don't be loud about the things that you achieve in any way
Just being different, it's better like that anyway

Anyway, I, I, I

I try to be the girl who's on the 'for you' pages
Trying to be uncomplicated
In the dreams we situated
Trying, trying
I try to be the girl who's on the 'for you' pages
Trying to be uncomplicated
In the dreams we situated
Trying, trying

I should really spend time in the sun
It would be a better use of time than scrolling for fun
The irony is that I hate the way things have become
If it isn't viral, you don't wanna hear the song
Mental health is spiraling, so turn the TV on
Get to my episode, then have one of my own
Relive the cycle, letting down the overgrown
Hoping I'm capable of changing after all

Anyway, I, I
I (yeah)

I try to be the girl who's on the 'for you' pages
Trying to be uncomplicated
In the dreams we situated
Trying, trying
I try to be the girl who's on the 'for you'pages
Trying to be uncomplicated
In the dreams we situated
Trying, trying

Trying, trying
I'm trying