"School Kids" lyrics

Guess I've been wishing for
Things I've already done
Guess I'm humming out
Songs already been sung
Guess I'm thinking out loud... again

I'm talking again
Talking way too much
Rambling my way in
Like I'm scared of your touch
Here I am again
Back to the start

You twist up my head, so it's unclear
I thought I moved on but I'm back here
Tryna move slow so I don't fall
Back down the hole that got me started now
Fixing myself with a tool kit
I just can't look back to the school kids
Cuz they messed me up and then walked away

Tryna run, run
As fast as I can from
All the rules that they'd bend cuz
It was easier to just run
I'll run, run
From all the damage that they've done
Don't even know it but it hurt a ton
I'm just gonna run

Been overthinking things
But that you already knew
You think that shiny things
Would cover up what you do?
My head really hurts

You twist up my head, so it's unclear
I thought I moved on but I'm back here
Tryna move slow so I don't fall
Back down the hole that got me started now
Fixing myself with a tool kit
I just can't look back to the school kids
Cuz they messed me up and then walked away

Tryna run, run
As fast as I can from
All the rules that they'd bend cuz
It was easier to just run