"Blowing Away" lyrics

When I look around I can't help but see
All the things I can't stand in me
Got everything all figured out
For everybody else but me
Spending too much time alone
In my head and in my home
Staring out my bedroom door
How long will I long for more?

Ain't nowhere to run this time
No one else's fault but mine
In the mess that I have made
Barely know myself these days

I can't seem to fill
The shoes I've been walking in
I can't even feel the truth underneath my skin
I'm lost in the wind

Blowing away
Blowing away
Blowing away
Blowing away

The worst of all my deepest fears
Are coming to the surface
The voices in between my ears
Are questioning my purpose
Saying that I'm not enough
And maybe I deserve it
I ain't the greatest person always

I try to color inside of the lines
By just following all of the signs
I try to carry them in my soul
But sometimes I let them go

When I can't seem to fill
The shoes I've been walking in
I can't even feel the truth underneath my skin
I'm lost in the wind

Blowing away

I'm stuck with my sorrows
With no act to follow
But I'm praying for it
I'm praying for it
I let people borrow
My heart when it's hollow
And I'm paying for it
I'm paying for it

I wish I could keep on dreaming
'Cause when I'm asleep I don't feel pain
But I'd rather wake up feeling
Before I just let it all go

Blowing away
Blowing away
Blowing away
Blowing away