"Shapeshifting" lyrics

How was I supposed to know
I'd feel nothing in my bones
Been putting on a show for everybody but me
I've been coming home alone
Dying fast and living low
At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep

I don't think that I can do this anymore
Lying awake another night here on the bathroom floor
This isn't what I wanted or is it everything?
I just wanna make sense of it all
Can't swim when I'm sinking

How was I supposed to know
I'd feel nothing in my bones
Been putting on a show for everybody but me
I've been coming home alone
Dying fast and living low
At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep
Shapeshifting

Shaking hands with everything that's haunting me
How can I stand when I don't trust my own two feet yeah
This isn't what I wanted or is it everything?
I just need to make sense of it all

How was I supposed to know
I'd feel nothing in my bones
Been putting on a show for everybody but me
I've been coming home alone
Dying fast and living low
At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep

If I fade away
Will they miss me?
They call my name
But it's too late

Am I supposed to know
I'd feel nothing in my bones
Been putting on a show
Shapeshifting
Shapeshifting
Shapeshifting
I feel nothing in my bones
Shapeshifting
Can't swim when I'm sinking

How was I supposed to know
I'd feel nothing in my bones
Been putting on a show for everybody but me
I've been coming home alone
Dying fast and living low
At least that's how it feels when I can't sleep

If I fade away
Will they miss me?
They call my name
But it's too late

How was I supposed to know
I'd feel nothing in my bones
Been putting on a show
Shapeshifting
Shapeshifting