"Break My Own" lyrics

I'm the type to say I forgot your birthday
Not 'cause I did, but because I'm afraid
You'll think I care
And I don't wanna be on the bathroom floor in a month
Crying 'bout all the love that we had and we lost
'Cause I've been there

I guess it's easier to shut you out
Than get used to you being around

I'll never let you close
Never let you know
How much you could hurt me
I'll keep the upper hand
Much as I can stand
So I'll never worry
About falling too hard
Letting you break my heart
That's not how it's gonna go
So
I'll break my own
I'll break my own

And I'll tell you that I suck at commitment
'Cause then I'll feel like I'm winning
But there's no prize
There's just cold pillows and old photos
And what if's running circles 'round my mind

Because it's easier to shut you out
Than get used to you being around

I'll never let you close
Never let you know
How much you could hurt me
I'll keep the upper hand
Much as I can stand
So I'll never worry
About falling too hard
Letting you break my heart
That's not how it's gonna go
So
I'll break my own
I'll break my own

Oh, oh-oh
I'm skipping calling someone new at 2:00 A.M. because I know
Oh, oh, oh
It's so much harder losing you if your number's saved in my phone
But sometimes I wish that I were different
That my heart was more forgiving
But I still go
And break my own, no

So, I'll never let you close
Never let you know
How much you could hurt me
I'll keep the upper hand
Much as I can stand
I'm not falling too hard
You're not breaking my heart
That's not how it's finna go
So
I'll break my own (I'll break, I'll break, I'll break my own, break my own)
I'll break my own (I'll break, I'll break, I'll break my own, break my own)

(I'll break, I'll break, I'll break my own, break my own)
(I'll break, I'll break, I'll break, I'll break my own) I'll break my own