"Give It All" lyrics

I walk around with a cloud over my head
Bottle in my hand and a shadow over my bed
Ashamed of myself as I take a sip
Hiding my pain in the lies I live
I walk around with a cloud over my head

'Cause I can't go on like this anymore
Too many nights on my bathroom floor
Somebody help me
Help me before I lose myself again
'Cause I can't go on like this anymore

I wish somebody saw the world through my eyes
Wish somebody would believe that I'm trying
Wish you could feel it when I give it all just to fall again
Give it all just to fall
Wish somebody would've helped me last time
Instead of tellin' me that this is the last time
Why can't you see I always give it all just to fall again?
Give it all just to fall again

Walkin' dead, yeah, pickin' myself up off the floor
Still off the meds, yeah, promisin' it won't be like before
Not off this needle, I can't take this feelin', feels like I be fightin' a war
Or maybe [?], I need a reason to fight, I can't take it no more
People keep askin', "What wrong with you?"
Instead of 'em askin', "What's harming you?"
I just keep actin' all comical, but I will no longer perform for you, no
These hard days never let up, but still, I'm tryna get better

'Cause I can't go on like this anymore
Too many nights on my bathroom floor
Somebody help me
Help me before I lose myself again
'Cause I can't go on like this anymore

I wish somebody saw the world through my eyes
Wish somebody would believe that I'm trying
Wish you could feel it when I give it all just to fall again
Give it all just to fall
Wish somebody would've helped me last time
Instead of tellin' me that this is the last time
Why can't you see I always give it all just to fall again?
Give it all just to fall again