"Heavy Heart" lyrics

Where all the freak shows, all the outsiders
Just our survival, shows our superpowers
Don't try to keep up, that's how they run you
I'm made my own lane, I hate what it's come to

Maybe you should hide the truth
Lie to me and say it's true
Life's a ride I can't get through
I broke down on the avenue
Don't tell me lies, don't tell me lies
I feel dead inside, dead inside

Where do you go when grief follows you?
How do you let go when it's part of you?
When you never win cause they changed the rules
It's like all I know, was never true

Wait!
It's hard to move a heavy heart
Wait!
Don't make me choose this heavy heart
Wait!
I feel crazy, it tears me apart
Wait!
I'm not quitting, I'm just falling apart
Face the rain outside
Pain falls down my heart

What did you think I was here for the hell of it?
You think I enjoy this pain
You'll never notice I feel so irrelevant
My fear coming out of shame
Am I insane?
Is this all my fault?
Feels like all is lost
Home on Adderall
With the safety off

Why do you still hide the truth?
Lie to me and say it's true
Life's a ride, I can't get through
I broke down on the avenue
Don't tell me lies, don't tell me lies
I feel dead inside, dead inside
Where do you go when grief follows you?
How do you let go when it's part of you?
When you never win cause they changed the rules

It's like all I know, was never told
Wait!
It's hard to move a heavy heart
Wait!
Don't make me choose this heavy heart
Wait!
I feel crazy, it tears me apart
Wait!
I'm not quitting, I'm just falling apart
Wait!
It's hard to move a heavy heart
Wait!
Don't make me choose this heavy heart
Wait!
I feel crazy, it tears me apart
Wait!
I'm not quitting, I'm just falling apart