"Colors" lyrics

Talking to myself like I could finally find a void
Try to fight the feeling that she always come avoid
Scrolling through my phone I try to find my life again
Fighting for the Vicodin, feel like it's my only end

Now when we go back we crazy
No roof, got me smoking 90-80
So what, so you always gon' hate me

Feel like I learned how to fly
Running from your past I gotta find an alibi
Gotta find another reason that I'm always staying high
It's the [?] die, it's the world that is cold
I can write another page about how life is getting old

Yeah, how life is getting old
Now I'm filling with the memories that always come and go
And I feel so low

Dim the lights low
I've been feeling good sometimes
But the world gon' have to end
(Gon' have to end)
[?]
I could feel like this world
Ain't ever have to end
Ain't have to end

Fall into my coffin like the roses come to fade
Cadillac Escalade, tell me how we [?]
Said it's all my fault and my goddamn brain
Running for the light but we stuck under the pain
Stuck along the mirror but we seem to crack the frame

Life is a mess
I've been on a quest tryna get rid of this stress
And my bones keep shaking from [?] I like to chase
Said I love you in that dress, and I love you in my head
But when it come to look at you I'd rather smoke instead
Sunday coming soon, never jumping out of bed
So say your favorite colors and I'll [?] you never said
All I see is red

Dim the lights low
I've been feeling good sometimes
But the world's gon' have to end
(Gon' have to end)
[?]
I could feel like this world
Ain't ever have to end
Ain't have to end