"Patience" lyrics

I always run from the darkest sides of me
Only to crash on cold concrete
I'm hard headed fool but I still bleed
It's a sick cycle am I ever free?

In a room full of shadows and they know my name
Like I wrote my own Death Note and opened the gate
My only nemesis left is myself
I'm tired of waiting for somebody else

Patience, patience
Got no patience, patience
And when I find me some
I won't have to run
From changes, changes
Patience, patience
Got no patience, patience
And this restless heart
Is the hardest part
I'm faced with, faced with
Patience, patience

I always run from the darkest sides of me
If I could stay sober maybe for a week
And I curse his name but still believe
I'm one step from the edge and I just wanna scream

In a room full of shadows and they know my name
Like I wrote my own Death Note and opened the gate
My only nemesis left is myself
I'm tired of waiting for somebody else

Patience, patience
Got no patience, patience
And when I find me some
I won't have to run
From changes, changes
Patience, patience
Got no patience, patience
And this restless heart
Is the hardest part
I'm faced with, faced with
Patience, patience