"Knowing" lyrics

I have this image in my head that I am on a train
Going somewhere that I don't wanna go
To my left is the open air, inviting me to jump out on the hill

But that'd be insane, it's so much easier to be here on this train
Going somewhere that I don't want to go
And besides, what if I get off and find I like the new place even less?

Knowing this is not enough is enough
Knowing this is not enough is enough

I don't like the way it feels, being here with you
I can never tell what's real and what is true
And somewhere inside my body, I am saying, I don't want this anymore

And once I've heard it, then I've heard it, and you can't stop me now
I will honor and protect her, I will not allow
Myself to squander one more day accepting less than she deserves

Knowing this is not enough is enough
Knowing this is not enough is enough

My friend, she says, what's strange is
Nothing changes, if nothing changes

(Knowing this is not enough is enough)
(Knowing this is not enough is enough)

Give yourself the grace to start again
If it hurts you, put it down, if it don't serve you, look around
You're doing great my babe, I swear you're gonna make it

You never can know what could come, and it's not done until it's done
You're doing great my babe, I swear you're gonna make it

I can do hard things
Parallel parking
Like, it all it just takes practicing

I can walk a new path
I can get myself back
I can learn to be a better friend
And give myself the grace to try again