"Cold Concrete" lyrics

I don't feel seen within these walls
'Cause you're the cause of all this detriment

I've shown you all of my soul
And now you've taken all that's left of it

Nothing left for me at home
But cold concrete and my guitar
Rotting in my mind alone
Wondering where the fuck you are

My dying passions have begun to grow inside of the darkness
I have lost all that I am
I question if I am heartless
Forced to face the punishment when searching for my own peace
So I descend into madness
Why can't I fucking choose me?

Someone wise once told me
To be where my feet are
Now I never stop dreaming
Of running away

Someone wise once told me
To be where my feet are
Now I never stop dreaming
Of running away

I'm so tired of the pain

I can feel it in my shoulders
The words that melt into me
They make me feel so much older
I feel like I have decayed

The more there's separation
I face the memories of what once was bound to end
I get a bitter taste when
My mind succumbs to the torment of endless doubt and regret

I feel the time
Pass my body through
I will always shed a tear
Because I'll never forget you

I am here and I am now. I am more
Than I will ever be
I am here and I am now. I am more
Than I will ever be