"The End" lyrics

So this is acceptance
Somedays you're gonna feel this numb
So many lessons
You weren't supposed to learn this young
So many questions
What'd I ever do to god
Cause I'm staring in the mirror
Wondering where it all went wrong

1 step forward
Two steps to hell
I can't give up
But I'm so unwell
It's me against the world against myself

But this is the not end
I'm hanging off the edge
And I'll keep
Holding on
I swear to god
I got a stubborn heart
And a voice screaming in my head
This is not the end

So this is resentment
Maybe I'm my fathers son
But I don't think it's fair now
I'm stuck laying here not knowing how to be loved

It's always
1 step forward
Two steps to hell
I can't give up
But I'm so unwell
It's me against the world against myself

But this is the not end
I'm hanging off the edge
But I'll keep
Holding on
I swear to god
I got a stubborn heart
And a voice screaming in my head
This is not the end
This is not the end
But I'll keep
Holding on
I swear to god
I got a stubborn heart
And a voice screaming in my head

So this is acceptance
Some days your gonna feel this numb
So many lessons
You weren't supposed to learn this young