"Upstate" lyrics

Find somebody
Stay up late
Let their body take your place
I'm not leaving
I'm just getting even

In the side door of the front seat
There's a map of you and me
And when I'm lost I trace that boundary
Find you in a crowded street
On the hundredth floor
I always to catch you by the window
Our land, as far we can see
You barely even look at me

And in your conquest you moved west
You know you left me to imagine
Every detail about him

I'm not too far
I'm just upstate
I see that line
I start to brake
No I'm not leaving
It's just for the evening
Where I'll find somebody
Stay up late
And let their body
Take your place
I'm not leaving
I'm just getting even

Now the hallway mirror
Is smashed to smithereens
And I can't stand there where you stood
Oh no, I hate how it reflects on me
At mile marker 58
I almost lose the will
But I'm too far gone to turn back now
I lean into the chill

And in the heat you crossed a line
What's yours is mine
It'll take a wrong to make this right

So baby if you're looking for me

I'm not too far
I'm just upstate
I see that line
I start to break
No I'm not leaving
It's just for the evening
Where I'll find somebody
Stay up late
And let their body
Take your place
I'm not leaving
I'm just getting even

(I'm not leaving
I'm just getting even)

I gave an inch you took a mile
Gave you the key to my denial
I caught a glimpse and caught on fire
Our city lit up like a pyre
And in the only mirror left in tact
I'm looking back at you
But who am I when I'm broken too?

I'm not too far
I'm just upstate
And I just made
The same mistake
You did that weekend
But it's no hard feelings