"Never To Return" lyrics

There are moments when I find myself lying dead
But we do exist in a thousand ways
Between shades of eternity life seems so paltry
So why keep living in a place where I don't belong

Is worth the pain
Why does it seem so senseless
A life to live
A struggle to undergo

I have the feeling I'm on my own
They do not understand I am lost
Dwelling in fields of sorrow
Into fading woods I march with the razor on my wrist
Howling in the night screaming to be heard

Is worth the pain
Why does it seem so senseless
A life to live
A struggle to undergo

So I must fight this feeling
Of sorrow slowly killing me
Looking at the better side of life
Which does not always satisfy
Remembering the ones you left behind
Shed a tear and fight back, they will not win
Gather all your strength and carry on my friend

After rain comes sunshine
Remember that phrase
As one you should all hold on to
Dreaming of better times