"Endorphins" lyrics

I can't find nobody to love me back
Every time I breathe, it's heart attack
Smoke in my lungs, please, fight for my country
Fucked up my money (Fucked up my money)
I can't find nobody to slow me down
Every time that they try, I can't be found
Fucked up my cuff links, die for my country
Why don't you want me (To survive?)
I can't find no reason to not stay high
Every time I try, it's suicide
Feels like I'm falling, can't hear you calling
Your words still harm me

I'm bawling (Now I'm just bawling)
Tears got me bawling
Money got me bawling
My eyes been bawling
President keep falling
My fate still stormy
You should be cautious
Like yellow tape, keep caution
Don't hit the brakes too often
I'm so damn exhausted
I pull up on you like marksmen
Like Logo man in Portland
Please don't leave me open
I see green like Boston
She wet like a dolphin
My head filled with endorphins
My head filled with endorphins
(My head filled)
(My head filled)

Is it real? Is it real? Does it feel real-real?
Does it feel real-real? Really real? (Yes)

I'm cold like Steve Austin
I'm out here defrosting
I feel like I'm hot now
I'm heating up, I'm scorching
Don't put 'em on me, I torch 'em
I'm mighty, I'm morphing
Knew I was that nigga back in kindergarten
She got so much knowledge so I just absorb it
She always got a phone out, told her no more recording
The twenties came in this bitch, they came in roaring
Take me back to a time when Kobe was still balling
'Cause now I'm just

Bawling (Now I'm just bawling)
Tears got me bawling
Money got me bawling
My eyes been bawling
President keep falling
My fate still stormy
You should be cautious
Like yellow tape, keep caution
Don't hit the brakes too often
I'm so damn exhausted
I pull up on you like marksmen
Like Logo man in Portland
Please don't leave me open
I see green like Boston
She wet like a dolphin
My head filled with endorphins
My head filled with endorphins
(My head filled)
(My head filled)