"my life is overcomplicated" lyrics

My life is overcomplicated
I wake up, take a pill, I'm jaded
Then roll my spliff up just to face it
My momma say I'm talent wasting
I sent messages, erased them
She like pessimists, I hate them
I fuck her, how she so unfazed by me?
Pop, step through the pain
Steady cop a Mary Jane
First class is the worst class
All that shit the same
Muddle slidin' through the brain
There's different ways of dealing with pain
I'ma charge in to the game
My g just walked through the rain, yeah

I woke up, feeling strange
I whipped your picture out the frame
I hope I never hear your name again and I don't think I'll be the same again
Had my first love, it's the worst one
I don't take shit, but I deserve some
(Ah)
I'ma grow up to beyond this
My motto is keepin' it solid
And I didn't switch up in the process
So it's getting the bag, yeah
I got some broke niggas mad, yeah
I ain't stuck in the past, yeah
Jady pull up with a beam, yeah
Shit ain't really what it seem, yeah
Feel like I'm living my dream life
But, IG just isn't my real life
At the end of the tunnel is real light
Yeah, I swear that I cheated
I put it on God when I mean it
Bitch, I got a family to feed
Workin' my head, can you leave?
I lose a bitch, I'ma grieve

My life is overcomplicated
I wake up, take a pill, I'm jaded
Then roll my spliff up just to face it
My momma say I'm talent wasting
I sent messages, erased them
She like pessimists, I hate them
I got problems I'm escaping
I fuck her, how she so unfazed by me?
Pop, step through the pain
Steady cop a Mary Jane
First class is the worst class
All that shit the same
Muddle slidin' through the brain
There's different ways of dealing with pain
I'ma charge in to the game
My g just walked through the rain, yeah