"•NOTDEAD!•" lyrics

I wanna say that we not friends
And that I know you for the worst lies
I won't say I'm not dead
But I be dwelling in the dark nights
Get out there but I'll dare
I wish I told you this the first time
Get out there but I'll dare
You won't get lucky like the first time

Check, check, check, check around me
You'll find me deep at this party
I can't sleep here without it
I keep my Glocky all in my pockets
I don't even feel like I can be here in the streets
I asked a middle-schooler, tell me that I'm going in the street
I can't even feel the way I want, I'm rolling in these sheets
But if you take a look at me, that really isn't what you see

I wanna say that we not friends
And that I know you for the worst lies
I won't say I'm not dead
But I be dwelling in the dark nights
Get out there but I'll dare
I wish I told you this the first time
Get out there but I'll dare
You won't get lucky like the first time

If you would take it slow
Then I might sell you something
We said it's all for nothing
A lotta thing you said, it really made shit worse
You're unforgiving
You only makes it worse
Hope I'm not like you
Fuck all that time I wasted

I wanna say that we not friends
And that I know you for the worst lies
I won't say I'm not dead
But I be dwelling in the dark nights
Get out there but I'll dare
I wish I told you this the first time
Get out there but I'll dare
You won't get lucky like the first time