"Pray At Night" lyrics

I lost another friend today
Why do we have to go away?
Been hoping for some better days, yeah yeah
Last time I saw Susan
It was alcohol she was choosing
It just kept on abusing

Fuck, I'm far from perfect
I don't think I'm worth it
I keep doing drugs just to call me when I'm nervous
And I fucking hate myself
'Cause I lose the ones I love
But I keep on doing drugs

I been searching, I been looking for a way out
But I can change, I can die any day now
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost
I been faded, I been living in a daydream
I been fucked up since I was like sixteen
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost

Wake up to another tragedy
This life is not a masterpiece
I feel like God is mad at me, yeah yeah
Last time I called Brandon
Couldn't even understand him
The heroin had the damage done

Fuck I'm far from perfect
I don't think I'm worth it
I keep doing drugs
Just to call me when I'm nervous
And I fucking hate myself
'Cause I lose the ones I love
But I keep on doing drugs

I been searching, I been looking for a way out
But I can change, I can die any day now
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost
I been faded, I been living in a daydream
I been fucked up since I was like sixteen
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost

I'm not sleeping 'cause I keep on dreaming nightmares
Hallucinating, start to see you when you're not there
Ever since you left, I can't sleep throughout the night
I battle all these demons but I still can't see the light
Angel on my shoulder, she's been gone for a long time
Devil on my side as I get lost in the nighttime

I been searching, I been looking for a way out
But I can change, I can die any day now
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost
I been faded, I been living in a daydream
I been fucked up since I was like sixteen
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost