"SPEZIAL" lyrics

She said before you go to bed
She said remember me
You'll live a better day
She said before you go to bed
Dream a better dream
You'll live in ecstasy

It's alright, I'm alright
It's alright

But all I'm dreaming is murder
All I'm seeing is murder

Waiting on some special
We can get high untangle
Waiting on some special
Maybe we need nothing at all

No no, this isn't what Marty wanted
Practically preasured 'fore my whole shit started
Was a little kid, squid dick, note book, drawing kit
Hated reading, Loved eating, loved TV, it was easy
Hated bullies, no, I didn't, like the way they treated me
They pedigrees, I'm a mutt
Caught inside this little rut
Why I can't retaliate
I was never big enough
Copped it every single class
Every day, every lunch
So I found my way out
Plotted in my days out
Copped a little thingy
And I kept it in my playhouse
Now they never run a muck
Now I get to eat my lunch
Laughing at the system
Cause I broke it, diamond in the rough

Something special
Something special

Waiting on some special
We can get high untangle
Waiting on some special
Maybe we need nothing at all

Look at the blocks
Look at the shops
Look at the road
Where do you go
Look at the clock
Looking for control
Isn't it beautiful
Isn't it complex
Living in grey space
Go home no destination
I'm disconnecting my soul
I'm trying to reconnect with myself
I don't know what I think is worse
Could it be that I hate myself
Could it be that I'm missing signs like
Orange soda, pistol out the cobra
I can feel myself slipping
All forgiven when it's over

Waiting on some special
We can get high untangle
Waiting on some special
Maybe we need nothing at all

(Still need nothing at all)