"A Choice..." lyrics

I wish that love was a choice
But that shit's a flip of the coin (Hm)

I tried to exorcise myself again (Yeah)
From the thoughts about a friend, I won't repent (Yeh)
I'm not Heavensent
A little makeup underneath my eyes (Uh)
Running down, they say that boys don't cry (Nah)
They're full of lies, they never tried

I wish that love was a choice
But that shit's a flip of the coin (Oh-oh, oh)
I'm burnin' in eternal hell, I wish that I was someone else
I wish that love was a choice
Yeah

I'm not myself lately, and I think that God hates me
But I don't give a fuck, yeah, I can't open up
My rib cage is closed shut, I got an ache in my gut
I don't want another tear, spilled on the carpet
We'll drown in this apartment, we're already starving (Uh)
If only they knew, or stepped in our shoes
Walked a mile in our truth, held the thread of our noose
Saw the shit we been through, watchin' itches we grew
If they just saw what we could do (Saw what we could do)
Then maybe there wouldn't have been an end to me and you

I wish that love was a choice (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
But that shit's a flip of the coin (Oh-oh, oh)
I'm burnin' in eternal hell, I wish that I was someone else
I wish that love was a choice

I tried to exorcise myself again
From the thoughts about a friend, I won't repent
I'm not Heavensent
A little makeup underneath my eyes
Running down, they say that boys don't cry
They're full of lies, they never tried

I wish that love was a choice
I wish that love was a choice (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
But that shit's a flip of the coin (Oh-oh, oh)
I'm burnin' in eternal hell, I wish that I was someone else
I wish that love was a choice