"Infamous" lyrics

Before you fall asleep remember this?
I'm still wide awake
Digging the same ditch
I break finger tips
And take bigger hits
Than any mother fuckers try to picture this

I'm the product of chronic illness among kids
Yeah the prophet of toxic a bit erotic
But I've plotted this optic of taking your shit
Been rotting in public for a couple of clicks...

They put a hit on me
They want me on my knees
I must have the mark of the beast
But a martyr at least

Everywhere I go dissasociated
This is all I've known
I'm your entertainment
How far can I be thrown?
Till I hit the pavement
I'm building up a home
Made of all their sticks and stones
Everywhere I go

Nobody ever thought a faggot like me
Would break the habit of getting his ass beat
Even with the industry against me
If I don't take a break I'll force them to see

I'm in your screen in your house when you scroll
A modern day homewrecker
Dave grohl
You'll be mean you will doubt but you'll fold
When I'm selling out stadiums this story will be told...

They put a hit on me
They want me on my knees
I must have the mark of the beast
But a martyr at least

Everywhere I go dissasociated
This is all I've known
I'm your entertainment
How far can I be thrown?
Till I hit the pavement
I'm building up a home
Made of all their sticks and stones
Everywhere I go

Destined to fail and born to die a fighter
Pressure applied to form and shine brighter
I used my weakness right
Infamous overnight

I'm infamous
I'm infamous