"Pain~Freestyle" lyrics

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Lot of pain in my heart
Steady tearing me apart
I keep it quiet, low
Wear a mask, stay in silence though
Always acting like I'm happy when I'm really not, uh
This pain got me numb
Got me feeling like a robot

Damn
Really been through a lot
Got caught up in my feelings
Stuck up in my head
Stuck up in my brain
Tryna deal with all this pain
Yeah, it's driving me insane, uh

I've been working on myself
Staying in my own lane
I'm not acting like I'm different
Everyone got pain
Acting like we not the same
This light minute game

I've been fighting with myself tryna come out on top
And I'm never gonna stop, uh
To the me that I'm fighting
Get your shit
Used to chill with the block
Now it's me and my thoughts
Looking in the mirror, telling myself to kick rocks

I wanna be a better me, uh
Really trying my best
Tryna heal the broken heart in my chest
Feeling kinda des, yeah
Kinda stressed
Still trying my best

Really putting myself to the test, yeah
But this pain in my heart really tearing me apart
I just want a brand-new start, like, uh
Second chance with a brand-new heart
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