"Nevermind" lyrics

Closed locks
And I'm trying to find a way to escape
You're surrounded by the truth
But I can't relate
Emotions lost, where'd it go
When the world is fucked
Always asking on myself
If I've given up
Bottle on my left
Pills on the right
Tryin' to do everything I can
Just to end the night yeah
As it fades into the light
Many days, got away and it's not alright
Nothin changes, only stays
Till you find the node
Only thing I fucken see, is an empty note
And even with the friends I got
I still feel alone
What the fuck we gotta fix
Just to feel at home?
Subtle minds, all in line
Waiting for their labels
I'm tryin to work my way out
Just to breathe a little
Am I livin just to suffocate?
Even on my death bed
I will have to pay

Yeah
Time is slipping by
Feels like it's moving too fast
Hope it slows down
So I can finally relax
Life is hard and unpredictable like any crash
Hanging by a thread
Soon it will finally snap
Every day is a living struggle
Inside of my mind
I keep it pushing for my family
For them I would die
It's hard to pin point the problems
That I hold deep inside
I hope that one day
I can I finally accept there is light
Past traumas always haunt us
Friends are meant stab you in the back and be dishonest
Family supposed to be there for you
When your at the lowest
Don't put your faith in no one
So you can't end up broken
Yeah
It's truly kills me, that I feel this way
Sadly I feel like it's way too late
My mental suffers and it suffocates
Don't try and change your ways
When someone's finally passing away