"Poison" lyrics

Sippin' on some poison, it's runnin' through my skin
It's like a bottle every night, when does this ever end?
A thousand knives
I need to feel alive
Depression always knowin' on how to settle in
It's like a struggle every night, when does this ever end?
A thousand knives
I need to feel alive

I'm made in hell, dropping bodies down the well
Always pictured my self getting up
When I would always fail
Never accept defeat
I get this special feeling when I'm roaming underneath
Losin' grip on my demons but still follow me
Death is automatic, when I'm all alone I panic
That's why I would rather vanish and deal with eternal madness
Reaper seems to be coming close
Noose around my throat
Watch my fucking body float, and tell me who you love the most

Sippin' on some poison, it's runnin' through my skin
It's like a bottle every night, when does this ever end?
A thousand knives
I need to feel alive
Depression always knowin' on how to settle in
It's like a struggle every night, when does this ever end?
A thousand knives
I need to feel alive

Many of my days I wish I let it go
It's just another Armageddon attackin' on my soul
It's like a nightmare that I use to know
That's been creepin' every night, I'm losin' sleep until I lose control
Don't lose control of time
'Cause one day you gonna wanna wake up and wish you can hit rewind
But you already knew that
You got a few set backs
But that should never interfere if you comin' back