"Never Shine Again" lyrics

You look like a sunrise when all I see is rain
But the dark was never proof that I would never shine again
All the things about myself I see it now
Were only fears I never learned how to doubt so

I paint them larger every time I look away
Then watch my own reflection slowly lose its shape
I spend my whole life like I will never shine
Again

I won't shine again
Maybe it's all in my head
It's all in my-
I won't shine again

Eclipse in my head
That I feed
Till it swallows the room
Leaving nothing behind
Such a small fear of mine
A fear of mine

I paint them larger every time I look away
Then my own reflection slowly loses its shape
I spend my whole life like I will never shine
Again

I won't shine again
Maybe it's all in my head
It's all in my-
I won't shine again

I spent my whole life like I will never shine again
I spent my whole life like I will never shine again