"how i feel" lyrics

How the fuck I wake up in this hell?
Witchcraft type love under your spells
Label telling me that my heartbreak songs sell
I don't give no fuck because this really how I feel
They tell me I'm dramatic but that's how I heal
I'mma party with my demons like it's best, not ideal
And who really for me I can't what's real
And if they ever play with you
I'mma go for the kill

Been up all night, girl, can you call me?
I got ghosts in my closet and they haunt me
Bought that ghost 'cause the opps tryna stop me
Whip out, boom 'cause you thought that we was brawling
Drugs so flawless, problem showing
Hold me back, but I ain't goin'
Hell colder than I thought (why's it snowing?)
Feelings gonna weigh me down
But I keep going

How the fuck I wake up in this hell?
Witchcraft type love under your spells
Label telling me that my heartbreak songs sell
I don't give no fuck because this really how I feel
They tell me I'm dramatic but that's how I heal
I'mma party with my demons like it's best, not ideal
And who really for me I can't what's real
And if they ever play with you
I'mma go for the kill