"Dead In The Mourning Alive At Night" lyrics

I lie awake at night
Forcing jagged puzzle pieces
I can't understand the way you act
The way you fall from reason
My back is torn apart
By every fight, every step you take
I can't decide if this is love
Or an excuse to run away

I tried to steal your heart
But it just got away

Is there something that I'm missing
Tell me
Am I dead or
Dead or alive
Is this something worth forgiving
Tell me
Am I dead or
Dead or alive
Alive

You said you'll disappear
Run away with someone worthy
But they can't feel your skin
Kiss your lips, absorb the poison
I hate every breath you take
But the pain is all I have to fix the mess you made

I tried to steal your heart
But it just got away

Is there something that I'm missing
Tell me
Am I dead or
Dead or alive
Is this something worth forgiving
Tell me
Am I dead or
Dead or alive
Alive

Is it in my veins to break this curse
Am I strong enough
Will I make this worse
The pain boils in my veins
If I lose control no love remains
Can I save what isn't ours
Lost in the universe, destroyed by stars
I swear I tried
To give up everything
For you
For you

I tried to steal your heart
But it just got away

Is there something that I'm missing
Tell me
Am I dead or
Dead or alive
Is this something worth forgiving
Tell me
Am I dead or
Dead or alive
Alive

Dead or alive