"X-Faded Girl" lyrics
WeevilDoing Lyrics
(feat. weevildoing)
"Do you wanna die?"
Asked the girl on the hotline
"Do you wanna die?"
Asked the man on the air
Is it copping out
If I don't know the answer
Is it copping out
If I don't really care
What else could I say
So that no one would bother
What else could I say
So that no one would care
And how else can I say
"To be honest, I'm tired"
What else could I say
So that no one would care
A morning in paradise
It's well past twelve
Confined to four walls of I, me, and myself
And if there were a different way to live
Don't you think I would've tried it?
The pain in my legs, and my stomach, my head
It radiates, it aggravates
I'm dead weight on my bed
I've hit a wall, I've tried it all
And yes, I took my meds
I keep living with no incentive
Everyone's efforts seem better than mine
Like they're miles ahead
And I'm at the starting line
As I watch the world turn
I'm held in place by my regret
Am I who I wanted to be yet?
Circulating thoughts
Bleed into idle tenderness
I'm getting worse all over again
("Do you wanna die?")
With a body bound to bed
Observe the faded girls lament
Wasted as I smoke away the dread
I take a breath and another day has passed
I can't keep up
The world's moving too fast
And if I could
I'd just cry about it
But my eyes won't allow it
It's hard to concentrate
To pull expression from my brain
I try to write a turn of phrase
It feels inane, I feel ashamed
Ah
Have I said all there is to say?
What's the point of an artist
Who can't communicate
I reason with the mirror
Try to identify
It's just a mock-up of life
A childish outline
Everyone's efforts
Seem better than mine
My pain is no mistake
It's part of my design
Always awaiting answers
Even when I know nothing's left
Holding onto what doesn't exist
If it was all a dream
What a relief that would be
No longer forced to live half asleep
("Do you wanna die?")
Do I wanna die?
How the hell should I know?
What a pain to be alive
The girl I used to be
Resemblance of serenity
How can she give that back to me?
As I watch the world turn
I'm held in place by my regret
Am I who I wanted to be yet?
Circulating thoughts
Bleed into idle tenderness
I'm getting worse all over again
("Do you wanna die?")
With a body bound to bed
Observe the faded girls lament
Wasted as I smoke away the dread
Ah
Asked the girl on the hotline
"Do you wanna die?"
Asked the man on the air
Is it copping out
If I don't know the answer
Is it copping out
If I don't really care
What else could I say
So that no one would bother
What else could I say
So that no one would care
And how else can I say
"To be honest, I'm tired"
What else could I say
So that no one would care
A morning in paradise
It's well past twelve
Confined to four walls of I, me, and myself
And if there were a different way to live
Don't you think I would've tried it?
The pain in my legs, and my stomach, my head
It radiates, it aggravates
I'm dead weight on my bed
I've hit a wall, I've tried it all
And yes, I took my meds
I keep living with no incentive
Everyone's efforts seem better than mine
Like they're miles ahead
And I'm at the starting line
As I watch the world turn
I'm held in place by my regret
Am I who I wanted to be yet?
Circulating thoughts
Bleed into idle tenderness
I'm getting worse all over again
("Do you wanna die?")
With a body bound to bed
Observe the faded girls lament
Wasted as I smoke away the dread
I take a breath and another day has passed
I can't keep up
The world's moving too fast
And if I could
I'd just cry about it
But my eyes won't allow it
It's hard to concentrate
To pull expression from my brain
I try to write a turn of phrase
It feels inane, I feel ashamed
Ah
Have I said all there is to say?
What's the point of an artist
Who can't communicate
I reason with the mirror
Try to identify
It's just a mock-up of life
A childish outline
Everyone's efforts
Seem better than mine
My pain is no mistake
It's part of my design
Always awaiting answers
Even when I know nothing's left
Holding onto what doesn't exist
If it was all a dream
What a relief that would be
No longer forced to live half asleep
("Do you wanna die?")
Do I wanna die?
How the hell should I know?
What a pain to be alive
The girl I used to be
Resemblance of serenity
How can she give that back to me?
As I watch the world turn
I'm held in place by my regret
Am I who I wanted to be yet?
Circulating thoughts
Bleed into idle tenderness
I'm getting worse all over again
("Do you wanna die?")
With a body bound to bed
Observe the faded girls lament
Wasted as I smoke away the dread
Ah
