"Narcissistic" lyrics
Can't find the will to fight back
If I'm stuck in this muck
Up to my neck
I craved
My own end, I can't go back
Broke my nose and
Killed my old self (What for?)
I heard your knocks on the wall (Don't blink)
For you to rise I must fall (You did)
I can't escape the need to save you
One more time
Can never guess what is going on when you
Slide back into my life
Faking my way 'til I know the answer
Slipping away drawn out by the tide
Oh why?
Why do I try?
I'm not the one who made it this way
God you're pretty, but narcissistic
The heavens cast you down to dump their chaos in my life
Don't regret it, don't ever miss it
The scar that you carry in your heart stems from mine
Don't make a fuss when I'm gone
Don't hate what you used to love
Before we burn down this place
I need to let it go
Oh, so pretty
You're so pretty to me
It's not the heart
It's not the mind
The fear was crawling now it's carved
Inside my eyes
The feeling tightens like a seatbelt when you call me
But I never regret when I ignore it
I can see the smirk when you're sorry
Crying "save me, save me"
Can never guess what is going on when you
Slide back into my life
Faking my way 'til I know the answer
Slipping away drawn out by the tide
Oh why?
Why do I try?
I'm not the one who made it this way
God you're pretty, but narcissistic
The heavens cast you down to dump their chaos in my life
Don't regret it, don't ever miss it
The scar that you carry in your heart stems from mine
Don't make a fuss when I'm gone
Don't hate what you used to love
Before we burn down this place
I need to let it go
Oh, so pretty
You're so pretty to me
We swim again in this river searching
For love and home and hate, then love again
Why did it have to end so suddenly
Now every part of you is a part of me
God you're pretty, but narcissistic
The heavens cast you down to dump their chaos in my life
Don't regret it, don't ever miss it
The scar that you carry in your heart stems from mine
Don't make a fuss when I'm gone
Don't hate what you used to love
Before we burn down this place
I need to let it go
Oh, so pretty
You're so pretty to me
If I'm stuck in this muck
Up to my neck
I craved
My own end, I can't go back
Broke my nose and
Killed my old self (What for?)
I heard your knocks on the wall (Don't blink)
For you to rise I must fall (You did)
I can't escape the need to save you
One more time
Can never guess what is going on when you
Slide back into my life
Faking my way 'til I know the answer
Slipping away drawn out by the tide
Oh why?
Why do I try?
I'm not the one who made it this way
God you're pretty, but narcissistic
The heavens cast you down to dump their chaos in my life
Don't regret it, don't ever miss it
The scar that you carry in your heart stems from mine
Don't make a fuss when I'm gone
Don't hate what you used to love
Before we burn down this place
I need to let it go
Oh, so pretty
You're so pretty to me
It's not the heart
It's not the mind
The fear was crawling now it's carved
Inside my eyes
The feeling tightens like a seatbelt when you call me
But I never regret when I ignore it
I can see the smirk when you're sorry
Crying "save me, save me"
Can never guess what is going on when you
Slide back into my life
Faking my way 'til I know the answer
Slipping away drawn out by the tide
Oh why?
Why do I try?
I'm not the one who made it this way
God you're pretty, but narcissistic
The heavens cast you down to dump their chaos in my life
Don't regret it, don't ever miss it
The scar that you carry in your heart stems from mine
Don't make a fuss when I'm gone
Don't hate what you used to love
Before we burn down this place
I need to let it go
Oh, so pretty
You're so pretty to me
We swim again in this river searching
For love and home and hate, then love again
Why did it have to end so suddenly
Now every part of you is a part of me
God you're pretty, but narcissistic
The heavens cast you down to dump their chaos in my life
Don't regret it, don't ever miss it
The scar that you carry in your heart stems from mine
Don't make a fuss when I'm gone
Don't hate what you used to love
Before we burn down this place
I need to let it go
Oh, so pretty
You're so pretty to me
