"Change" lyrics

It'll take some time
It'll take some time
Thought I had a lot
I gave her mine
Always in a bind so
I keep an open mind
Cuz I can't afford to miss on

I'd like to change
I wanna change
But every time I try
This shit just stays the same
Oh everyday
It's not a game
When I pretend it is
My pain just goes away

Oh I'm afraid
Don't wanna say
How I really feel or do you feel the same?

Would you say
Would you make fun of me
If I lost the drive to do anything?

It's been bad
But I'll try and try again
And I won't die
Just, just get by
I'll hold on until I can't
Can you say the same
Say the same

I'd like to change
I wanna change
But every time I try
This shit just stays the same
Oh everyday
It's not a game
When I pretend it is
My pain just goes away

Oh I'm afraid
Don't wanna say
How I really feel or do you feel the same?

Would you say
Would you make fun of me
If I lost the drive to do anything?