"History" lyrics

I was killing butterflies
I never thought that I would find somebody to love me
Paris nights in black and white
The city lights, your arms so tight around me
Like in a movie

You told me we were meant to be
Nobody else, just you and me
And I finally believed
That we'd go down in history, slow dancing on our balcony
Oh, I started to believe, but then you left

Was it ever real, was anything you said the truth or was I foolish?
So stupid
Call me miss naive, I should have seen beyond the lies
I wish I knew it, so goddamn stupid

You were the one who said I was good enough
Yeah, you were the one who knew all my deepest thoughts
All of them, every single one

You told me we were meant to be
Nobody else, just you and me
And I finally believed
That we'd go down in history, slow dancing on our balcony
Oh, I started to believe

So how can I let somebody in?
How can I ever trust again?

Started to believe, but then you left