"Disappear" lyrics

You think that you're holding me close
Deep down the both of us know
Really you're holding my ghost
Oh, and I hate that you know me so well
I hate that you notice my tells
When I keep the truth to myself

I said that I would never leave
Back then I meant it
But now it's harder to believe

'Cause lately I'm holding my breath
Forcing a smile
Saying the words you ain't heard for a while
It's tight in my chest
But hollow inside
Darling, for me, our love's already died
When I told you that I loved you
Did you know it was lie?
Could you hear it my voice
Could you see it in my eyes
That I'm not really here?
So why won't you let me disappear

I'm so good at playing the part
But lies only get you so far
And you can see through my façade

Oh, I said that I would never leave
Back then I meant it
But now it's harder to believe

'Cause lately I'm holding my breath
Forcing a smile
Saying the words you ain't heard for a while
It's tight in my chest
But hollow inside
Darling, for me, our love's already died
When I told you that I loved you
Did you know it was lie?
Could you hear it my voice?
Could you see it in my eyes?
I'm not really here
So why won't you let me disappear?

Oh
Ah oh oh
Ah oh
Yes, oh
Oh why won't you let me go?
Oh