"relapse" lyrics

I looked in your eyes
And I saw nothing there
I question myself
I don't know why I care
I hollow my body
Give you all I can
To fill in the gaps in you

It's not the same
No more
Why am I still attached?
There's nothing for me left
It's not the same
No more
I leave and then relapse
Wish I'd never go back to you again
(I'd never go back to you again)

I forgave the person
Who hurt me the worst
And since then it feels like
My life's in reverse
Putting me second
And putting him first
It cycles again and again

It's not the same
No more
Why am I still attached?
There's nothing for me left
It's not the same
No more
I leave and then relapse
Wish I'd never go back to you

It's not the same
No more
Why am I still attached?
There's nothing for me left
It's not the same
No more
I leave and then relapse
Wish I'd never go back to you again