"switchblade" lyrics

It's killing me to love you, killing me to have you
Always on my mind when you only pretend to
Changed up on me like this, act like nothing's different
Colors gone to grayscale, chained to your old ways, it's a pipe dream

Nowadays, nowadays, it's all the same shit
But I stay; yeah, I stay, in case he changes
Honestly, honestly, I'm getting used to this
Or maybe I just choose not to notice

Switchblade, eyes wide in the nighttime
Cut deep like a knife right in my spine
Hold me, say that you still love me
Even with my blood on your sweatshirt

Wish I could stop me, tell me not to worry
Focus on myself and don't let people hurt me
Guess it's not that simple but I like to think so
If it was, I wouldn't be caught up in something I hate

Nowadays, nowadays, it's all the same shit
But I stay; yeah, I stay, in case he changes
Honestly, honestly, I'm getting used to this
Or maybe I just choose not to notice

Switchblade, eyes wide in the nighttime
Cut deep like a knife right in my spine
Hold me, say that you still love me
Even with my blood on your sweatshirt

Switchblade, eyes wide in the nighttime
Cut deep like a knife right in my spine
Hold me, say that you still love me
Even with my blood on your sweatshirt

Switchblade, eyes wide in the nighttime
Cut deep like a knife right in my spine
Hold me, say that you still love me
Even with my blood on your sweatshirt