"How It Feels" lyrics

How do you smell like that
You are, in fact, my petrichor
May I be sprung
How do you move like that
Through hell and back
My heart's at war

Is this how it feels to fall in love with you
I don't know
Is this how it feels to fall in love with you?
I don't know
But only fate can feel like that, oh
Ta pu, tara pu
Ta pu ta pu
But only fate can feel like that
Ta pu, tara pu
Ta pu ta pu
But only fate can feel like that

Biggie biggie, heavy heavy
If it's something better than me, baby, better tell me
I'm not a telepathic, nigga I'm empathetic
That means I'm feeling everything, but only if you let me
Okay, I'm down with my options, I wanted you to arrive
Took me up to cloud nine, now my gravity die
I tried lifting you up, I tried putting it down
High-taking accountability don't even count, hey

Look, not one time y'all can't even say that we ain't tried, naw
Look, shawty, and my eyes won't stop leaking
I'm defeated, and its my fault, okay
Love is a tragedy if you don't get it right
I carry the scars, I lost a formidable fight
I'm buried in bed unless I'm by a therapy couch, just earned us out, my flaws
Put a lid on my life for literal light
You are not, I'd rather be blind
I probably should call but now I'm way too timid to try
Anxious attachment style, I'm deeply sorry
But why you way too sweet at goodbyes? (Is this how it feels to fall in love with you)

I don't know
Is this how it feels to fall in love with you?
I don't know
But only fate can feel like that, oh
Ta pu, tara pu
Ta pu ta pu
But only fate can feel like that
Ta pu, tara pu
Ta pu ta pu
But only fate can feel like that