"i remember her hands" lyrics

She saw him laying at the end of my gun
Hungry for life
And thirsty for the distant river

I remember his hands (Don't give a fuck, they're all the same)
And the way the mountains looked (Bitch, I'm a dog that you can't tame)
(Lean in my cup, numb all the pain)
(Gave you my love and she threw it away)
The light shot diamonds from his eyes
Hungry for life (Get you what you want, take you on a shopping spree)
And thirsty for the distant river (Those boys you had before, they ain't got shit on me)

Tell me, what is a heart?
If I tore a hole in your chest, would I see it?
If I split open your skull, would it be there?