"walmart" lyrics

I been going dumb, going so retarded
Take a look around the scene, look at what I started
I was really so goth crying at the Target
I was really so goth head down at Walmart movin' like an autist
Cartoons and trading cards
Don't remember ninth grade, downed all these Xanax bars
Now I'm making [?] so I'm always in the dark
And I'm always sayin' stupid shit, I'm a retard