"Gone For Good" lyrics

I keep telling myself it'll be OK
We're at the end of these long, hard days
And don't believe it
No more than I could see it

She runs off mad to her best friends house
And I stay right here wonderin' how it'll all work out
I can't see you now

It'll be 10pm, you'll be seein' hell
And I'll be home wonderin' where you've been
I can't help these thoughts, but I wish I could
There's no letting go, even though I know I should
Are you gone for bad?
Are you gone for good?

Keep asking myself if it'll ever change
And wonderin' how we ain't gone insane for some reason
I want to believe it
I'm holding on at the end of my rope
And deep down inside, God only knows why I'm still here
It ain't exactly clear

It'll be 10pm, you'll be seein' hell
And I'll be home wonderin' where you've been
I can't help these thoughts, but I wish I could
There's no letting go, even though I know I should
Are you gone for bad?
Are you gone for good?

And if I'm ever an option then don't pick me
I don't wanna be caught in your fantasies
I'm tired of waitin' around wondering if I will

'Cause it'll be 10pm, you'll be seein' hell
And I'll be at home wonderin' where you've been
I can't help these thoughts, but I wish I could
There's no letting go, even though I know I should
Are you gone for bad?
Are you gone for good?