"Old Insecurities" lyrics

Oh, I wish there was an easy way out
But everything has turned upside-down
How do I even find the words to tell you
When I don't even want to?

I'm tired of me, I'm tired of me
I try to be somebody else
I can change, I can change
And I can't blame somebody else

So let them come for me
Old insecurities
I've been scared of going under
To the shadows of my soul
So let them come for me
All my anxieties
I've been scared of going under
But I need to know myself
So let it begin

Trust, I promise that I'll find a way to trust
I know it's not your fault that I've been crushed
I wish I had a place to disappear to
Don't know how to believe you

I'm tired of me, I'm tired of me
I've tried to be somebody else
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
And I can't blame somebody else

So let them come for me
Old insecurities
I've been scared of going under
To the shadows of my soul
So let them come for me
All my anxieties
I've been scared of going under
But I need to know myself
So let it begin

So let it begin
So let it begin
So let it begin