"Heavy Heart" lyrics

Heart weighing heavy
Last time I checked it was empty
Lately I've been trying to re-invent me
Lord I be willing to do anything to free my mind
I don't have much time but I try

Lord knows I tried
But its weighing heavy on my heart
Know that I'm supposed to let it go
When its murder that she wrote
But it's heavy on my heart
All that pain I had to deal with
You hurt me then I gotta make you feel this

It's heavy on my heart
Tryna be the bigger person
To make somebody else feel like they perfect
It's heavy on my heart
I've been tryna stay resilient
But now I'm in my mothafuckin' feelings

Turn me up, ay Dre, turn me up
Let me say it one more time because
I don't think they heard enough forreal
I've been hurt enough forreal
It's been weighing on me still
Tryna find a way to heal

Apologies don't really make a difference
Wouldn't need a sorry if only you never did it
I'm walking down the road of forgiveness
I just hope that I'm forgiven

Can't let it slide
Even if I tried
And I tried
Lord knows I tried

But it's weighing heavy on my heart
Know that I'm supposed to let it go
When it's murder that she wrote
But it's heavy on my heart
All that pain I had to deal with
You hurt me then I gotta make you feel this

It's heavy on my heart
Tryna be the bigger person
To make somebody else feel like they perfect
It's heavy on my heart
I've been tryna stay resilient
But now I'm in my mothafuckin' feelings