"Close Friends" lyrics

(What if, we didn't care? For just a moment
We let ourselves say the things we shouldn't
Cause those are the words that'll make it harder when it ends)

I gave too much love out
That they ain't give a fuck 'bout
For me to quit the drugs, you polly gone have to take my plug out
Love my brother, call him twin, you fuck with him I bug out
I don't fear a soul we bleed the same, when we let blood out

God damn
I stuck to the same script, just flipped the pages
Them boys ain't on my level, we make different wages
I take trips to different places
All my bitches different races
I only got beef with some my old friend 'cause they didn't make it
Somehow, that shit my fault
Told her ass don't argue, that's when I talk
Body buzzed, I took too many drugs, god take this high off
She think I'm ignoring her, she just don't know my mind lost
The last couple days, been feeling fucked up for my thoughts
Double cup the drugs, I know if I die it's my fault
If you ain't feeling loved from one you love, just say "fuck them", what I'm taught
Argue with my BM, she keep tripping off what I bought
As long my daughter cool, your ass can lie down on the sidewalk
I don't see the space for all that side talk
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Tried to love a bitch, she love me back well that's what I thought
That's my fault, damn, that was my fault

We can hold hands, but I don't dance
Girl, put me in your close friends, if we close friends
I say baby, I can hold hands, but I don't dance
Girl, put me in your close friends, if we close friends
I say baby, I can hold hands, but I won't dance
Baby, put me in your close friends, if we close friends
And she know that imma' hold hands but I won't dance
Will you put me in your close friends if we close friends