"Last December" lyrics
Left last December
Still ain't on my way back
Cooling my temper
I'm walking on train tracks
Big heart no Simba
It's ice cold no winter
Went through some hiccups
But I still ain't give up
Fuck a wishing well
I put my feelings in a river
And I relied on you to just come thru
You ain't deliver
Nobody picked up
How could I not remember
Relied on drugs
Turned to a medication sipper
The dirty double cup gone fill my liver
I hope you get the picture
I like to do my drugs til I can't get up
I thought she knew about my temper
She did sumn I ain't like I kicked her out
And told the bitch to pick her shit up
If I try and I fail
I try again I'm like a try hard
Like how the fuck this shit ain't got easier and I try hard?
Kindness fucked me up it was my heart that let up my guard
I'm in a fight with demons they came with weapons I'm not armed
I'd take a double cup over the liquor
Take the pretty girl over the thick one
The money so I'm richer
The wishing well ain't come through and deliver
That's why I'm throwing hundreds with my feelings in the river
I know I'm distant but just call me imma pick up
I ain't that bad you make me seem like I'm a killer
Sometimes the suicide is something I consider
Like will they remember me?
Probably not because I
Left last December
Still ain't on my way back
Cooling my temper
I'm walking on train tracks
Big heart no Simba
It's ice cold no winter
Went through some hiccups
But I still ain't give up
Left last December
Still ain't on my way back
Cooling my temper
I'm walking on train tracks
Big heart no Simba
It's ice cold no winter
Went through some hiccups
But I still ain't give up
Fuck a wishing well
I put my feelings in a river
And I relied on you to just come thru
You ain't deliver
Nobody picked up
How could I not remember
Relied on drugs
Turned to a medication sipper
The dirty double cup gone fill my liver
I hope you get the picture
I like to do my drugs til I can't get up
I thought she knew about my temper
She did sumn I ain't like I kicked her out
And told the bitch to pick her shit up
Still ain't on my way back
Cooling my temper
I'm walking on train tracks
Big heart no Simba
It's ice cold no winter
Went through some hiccups
But I still ain't give up
Fuck a wishing well
I put my feelings in a river
And I relied on you to just come thru
You ain't deliver
Nobody picked up
How could I not remember
Relied on drugs
Turned to a medication sipper
The dirty double cup gone fill my liver
I hope you get the picture
I like to do my drugs til I can't get up
I thought she knew about my temper
She did sumn I ain't like I kicked her out
And told the bitch to pick her shit up
If I try and I fail
I try again I'm like a try hard
Like how the fuck this shit ain't got easier and I try hard?
Kindness fucked me up it was my heart that let up my guard
I'm in a fight with demons they came with weapons I'm not armed
I'd take a double cup over the liquor
Take the pretty girl over the thick one
The money so I'm richer
The wishing well ain't come through and deliver
That's why I'm throwing hundreds with my feelings in the river
I know I'm distant but just call me imma pick up
I ain't that bad you make me seem like I'm a killer
Sometimes the suicide is something I consider
Like will they remember me?
Probably not because I
Left last December
Still ain't on my way back
Cooling my temper
I'm walking on train tracks
Big heart no Simba
It's ice cold no winter
Went through some hiccups
But I still ain't give up
Left last December
Still ain't on my way back
Cooling my temper
I'm walking on train tracks
Big heart no Simba
It's ice cold no winter
Went through some hiccups
But I still ain't give up
Fuck a wishing well
I put my feelings in a river
And I relied on you to just come thru
You ain't deliver
Nobody picked up
How could I not remember
Relied on drugs
Turned to a medication sipper
The dirty double cup gone fill my liver
I hope you get the picture
I like to do my drugs til I can't get up
I thought she knew about my temper
She did sumn I ain't like I kicked her out
And told the bitch to pick her shit up
