"Disappear" lyrics
I been holding it in, but it's louder in silence
If love was forever, why is mine on a timer?
Healing ain't closure, it's survival
Ain't been the same since I tried you
You left your hoodie, I still wear it for comfort
It smells like closure that never really covered
Told myself I'm fine, but I lied on repeat
Even my mirror aks, "Why you still this weak?"
Every room I walk in, it feel like a memory
You said you'd stay, now your ghost live rent-free
They say time heals, but it move too slow
I keep your name on my tongue like the pills, I know
I can move on, but my heart won't sink
But you was acting like a bitch, and that's not my thing
How am I 'posed to breathe without you here?
It's like your lies what got us here
You said forever, but forever disappeared
Now I'm lost between love and fear
How am I 'posed to live like this?
Half of me gone in your last kiss
If love is a drug, I'm addicted clear
Can't detox when your ghost still near
Every song on shuffle sounds like your tone
Even my dreams won't leave me alone
I fake a smile when I'm facing the crowd
But when I get home, I just fall too low
Friends say, "You'll find better", yeah, maybe some day
But I don't want better, I just want you to stay
You were my call, my star, my sin
Now I'm just replaying what we coulda been
All these late night drives don't hit the same
All these strangers know your name
I'd trade my pride, my fame, my plans
Just to feel your heartbeat in my hand
You said love don't fade, but it surely crack
I gave you my soul, now I need it back
Still saying "we" when it's only me
Still praying God replay our memories
How am I 'posed to breathe without you here?
It's like your lies what got us here
You said forever, but forever disappeared
Now I'm lost between love and fear
How am I 'posed to live like this?
Half of me gone in your last kiss
If love is a drug, I'm addicted clear
Can't detox when your ghost still near
When it's near, when it's near, when it's near, when it's near
When it's near, when it's near, when it's near, when it's near
If love was forever, why is mine on a timer?
Healing ain't closure, it's survival
Ain't been the same since I tried you
You left your hoodie, I still wear it for comfort
It smells like closure that never really covered
Told myself I'm fine, but I lied on repeat
Even my mirror aks, "Why you still this weak?"
Every room I walk in, it feel like a memory
You said you'd stay, now your ghost live rent-free
They say time heals, but it move too slow
I keep your name on my tongue like the pills, I know
I can move on, but my heart won't sink
But you was acting like a bitch, and that's not my thing
How am I 'posed to breathe without you here?
It's like your lies what got us here
You said forever, but forever disappeared
Now I'm lost between love and fear
How am I 'posed to live like this?
Half of me gone in your last kiss
If love is a drug, I'm addicted clear
Can't detox when your ghost still near
Every song on shuffle sounds like your tone
Even my dreams won't leave me alone
I fake a smile when I'm facing the crowd
But when I get home, I just fall too low
Friends say, "You'll find better", yeah, maybe some day
But I don't want better, I just want you to stay
You were my call, my star, my sin
Now I'm just replaying what we coulda been
All these late night drives don't hit the same
All these strangers know your name
I'd trade my pride, my fame, my plans
Just to feel your heartbeat in my hand
You said love don't fade, but it surely crack
I gave you my soul, now I need it back
Still saying "we" when it's only me
Still praying God replay our memories
How am I 'posed to breathe without you here?
It's like your lies what got us here
You said forever, but forever disappeared
Now I'm lost between love and fear
How am I 'posed to live like this?
Half of me gone in your last kiss
If love is a drug, I'm addicted clear
Can't detox when your ghost still near
When it's near, when it's near, when it's near, when it's near
When it's near, when it's near, when it's near, when it's near
