"I'm Not Alright, Not Okay" lyrics
They don't be feelin' me, for real
They be like "What's the point?"
I be like "Just keep this shit to myself
They don't be feelin' me, for real, like what's the point?"
(AJ on them keys)
I'm not alright, I'm not okay
I'm all alone inside this shit (They don't feel me or somethin')
I feel my heart beatin', but I swear it's not within (What else?)
They see a star, when they see more, look at me, I'm so empty (How I see myself, the truth)
I'm locked away inside my room, fightin' this shit (In my shit by myself)
Fightin' my pain, I'm so scared, slicin' my wrists (Hear me?)
I'm just one shot to the head, how could I miss? (How?)
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (It's like y'all don't hear me and shit)
I wanna change so bad, but would you listen? (Would you listen?)
What you know how I feel, would it make a difference? (What?)
What I'm goin' through the most, that's when I'm chillin' (That's when I'm chillest)
When I start thinkin' about Trayvon, I want more killins' (I want more killins')
I tried to patch up all my past with all these millions (But I can't)
How can I accept some help when they don't feel me (Don't feel me)
Imagine them takin' everything that's gon' kill me
Oh-oh, I feel invisible
Oh-oh, am I rememberable?
Oh-oh, oh, I'm forgettable
Oh-oh, life support, critical (Damn)
Lookin' in my son, tryna see if he see the meanin' in me (See this shit)
I'm makin' sure all y'all good, everybody in here breathin', but me (Everybody in here breathin', but me)
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (Not)
I'm all alone inside this shit (They don't feel me or somethin')
I feel my heart beatin', but I swear it's not within (It's not within me)
They see a star, when they see more, look at me, I'm so empty (How I see myself, the truth)
I'm locked away inside my room, fightin' this shit (Locked away inside my room)
Fightin' my pain, I'm so scared, slicin' my wrists (My pain, I'm so scared)
I'm just one shot to the head, how could I miss? (How?)
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (It's like they don't hear me and shit)
I wanna change so bad, but would you listen? (Would you listen?)
What you know how I feel, would it make a difference? (Make a difference)
What I'm goin' through the most, that's when I'm chillin' (That's when I'm chillin')
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (That's when I'm chillin')
What I'm goin' through the most, that's when I'm chillin'
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (That's when I'm chillin')
Nobody still listenin'
It's like I'm fightin' this shit still
Like fightin' this shit within me and shit
It's like I'm battlin' within myself
That shit like on a deeper- a way way deeper level, or some shit
I mean it's like I'm losin' it though
I'm fightin' this fight and I'm losin'
And this shit just ain't gettin' no easier though
They be like "What's the point?"
I be like "Just keep this shit to myself
They don't be feelin' me, for real, like what's the point?"
(AJ on them keys)
I'm not alright, I'm not okay
I'm all alone inside this shit (They don't feel me or somethin')
I feel my heart beatin', but I swear it's not within (What else?)
They see a star, when they see more, look at me, I'm so empty (How I see myself, the truth)
I'm locked away inside my room, fightin' this shit (In my shit by myself)
Fightin' my pain, I'm so scared, slicin' my wrists (Hear me?)
I'm just one shot to the head, how could I miss? (How?)
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (It's like y'all don't hear me and shit)
I wanna change so bad, but would you listen? (Would you listen?)
What you know how I feel, would it make a difference? (What?)
What I'm goin' through the most, that's when I'm chillin' (That's when I'm chillest)
When I start thinkin' about Trayvon, I want more killins' (I want more killins')
I tried to patch up all my past with all these millions (But I can't)
How can I accept some help when they don't feel me (Don't feel me)
Imagine them takin' everything that's gon' kill me
Oh-oh, I feel invisible
Oh-oh, am I rememberable?
Oh-oh, oh, I'm forgettable
Oh-oh, life support, critical (Damn)
Lookin' in my son, tryna see if he see the meanin' in me (See this shit)
I'm makin' sure all y'all good, everybody in here breathin', but me (Everybody in here breathin', but me)
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (Not)
I'm all alone inside this shit (They don't feel me or somethin')
I feel my heart beatin', but I swear it's not within (It's not within me)
They see a star, when they see more, look at me, I'm so empty (How I see myself, the truth)
I'm locked away inside my room, fightin' this shit (Locked away inside my room)
Fightin' my pain, I'm so scared, slicin' my wrists (My pain, I'm so scared)
I'm just one shot to the head, how could I miss? (How?)
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (It's like they don't hear me and shit)
I wanna change so bad, but would you listen? (Would you listen?)
What you know how I feel, would it make a difference? (Make a difference)
What I'm goin' through the most, that's when I'm chillin' (That's when I'm chillin')
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (That's when I'm chillin')
What I'm goin' through the most, that's when I'm chillin'
I'm not alright, I'm not okay (That's when I'm chillin')
Nobody still listenin'
It's like I'm fightin' this shit still
Like fightin' this shit within me and shit
It's like I'm battlin' within myself
That shit like on a deeper- a way way deeper level, or some shit
I mean it's like I'm losin' it though
I'm fightin' this fight and I'm losin'
And this shit just ain't gettin' no easier though
