"See It For Myself" lyrics

I been lying wide awake tryna get the fan blades
To blow away what's on my mind
Girl, I heard a word around, now I gotta find out
'Cause it beats being home tonight

Picturing you in other arms
In a dream I thought was ours
It's killing me wondering
Oh, I've had enough of it

I know that I should just stay put, but I can't let this go
Hell, I should give it up for good, but I just gotta know
Who's spinning you around tonight
Who took my spot there by your side
It'll kill me, but the only thing that'll help is if I see it for myself
I see it for myself

If I got a glimpse of you smiling at him
Might have no choice but to cut them memories loose
And face the truth that I've been denying
Guess this is me trying

I know that I should just stay put, but I can't let this go
Hell, I should give it up for good, but I just gotta know
Who's spinning you around tonight
Who took my spot there by your side
It'll kill me, but the only thing that'll help is if I see it for myself
I see it for myself

I don't wanna lay my eyes on it
But I know that's my only option

I know that I should just stay put, but I can't let this go
Hell, I should give it up for good, but I just gotta know
Who's spinning you around tonight
Who took my spot there by your side
It'll kill me, but the only thing that'll help is if I see it for myself
I see it for myself
I see it for myself