"Chasing Shadows (Remix)" lyrics

What's the point in hiding
I'm so disappointed I can't take
Control of it
Exposing it
Pushed me past the breaking point
It's something we just can't avoid
I'm over it
When the closure hits

In my sleep I picture me
With kerosene to light this bitch up and I
See no way to contemplate
A better way

And as I'm waiting
All of my memories are fading
I can't remember, I'm chasing
Shadows that tear me apart
Don't let 'em take me away

Problem shutting out the demons
Darkness taking over
Will it ever be
Enough for me?
To shake what I been chasing
I can face it but the devil's
Got a hold of me
Won't let me breathe

Pull me apart, I'm ripped at the seams
Feeling my guts to see what's inside of me
I can't erase and I can't outrun
It's hard to escape when you're numb

And as I'm waiting
All of my memories are fading
I can't remember, I'm chasing
Shadows that tear me apart
And when I see my
World crashing down I will realize
Nothing has changed and I need my
Shadows to tear me apart
Don't let 'em take me away