"i only miss you on christmas" lyrics

Thursday, the night that we met
On a snow day, now I'm all alone on
A Friday, I'm sitting at home
On Christmas weekend
Bright skies, not begging tears
With those brown eyes, I wasted my years
We'd work out together, then we'd open
All the gifts on Christmas evening

But you're not here
You disappeared
What happened to us?
(What happened to us?)
I wish you knew
On Christmas night
I'm out of luck
(I'm out of luck)

Loud screams, smiles that lived
In our heartbeat, sinking myself in
The concrete, hurt me how you did
Now I'm mistreated
Bright worlds, choirs that sing
As the night falls, I open my ears
To listen to the voices that we always
Used to hear, now I'm defeated

But you're not here
You disappeared
What happened to us?
(What happened to us?)
Wish you knew
On Christmas night
I'm out of luck
(I'm out of luck)